Alone…

Have you feel so alone?

And That no one was there beside you to save you

Oh How I want someone to make me feel less alone

so I don’t have to pretend that I’m So Damn Independent

Sure I laugh a lot

but I cry a lot too…

they just don’t know

I wish there was someone that can cry with me,

or just tell me that everything will be OK

even when  it was just a lie

I’ve found so many people,

saved many lost souls..

made everybody laugh

Yet, I’m still lost

Yet, I’m dying to be saved

Yet, I cry silently

I tired of this comedy called life

tired to pretend I don’t need anyone

tired to pretend I’m OK by myself

I feel so alone among this crowd of familiar faces

~ The UnPredictable Miss J~

 

Puisi Patah Hati

I dedicate this to all the ladies who took their chances in love (May you find true love)….. and for the guys who broke our hearts (May you find what you are looking for)

I love you without knowing when or when or how
I love you without knowing why
I love you without knowing that someday you will break my heart
I love you even though you say not to
Even though you say ‘Don’t love me’, I still love you
I love you even though you never knew
I love you without knowing that too much love will kill me
I love you without knowing that I’d end up crying
I love you without knowing that you would love me back
I love you even though the whole world is against us
I love you without knowing the end
I love you without knowing that someday you will hate me, forget about me and love someone else
For this time in my entire life, I listen to my heart
And I take my chance by loving you
I love you with everything I am, with everything that’s left of me
My heart is yours…
I love you to the fullest and I have no regrets…

Semoga
apa yang terjadi tidak merubah ketulusan kita dalam mencintai seseorang
dan kita tidak lelah untuk mencari cinta yang terbaik…

 

What A Lunch

Mr. S : ” eh, makan bareng aku yuk..kan aku masih punya utang makan siang sama kamu”

Miss J : “ok. Makan siang dimana?”

Mr. S : ” Di LG aja…gak usah jauh2″

Miss J : “ok. yuks!”

——— Di LG, depan resto “PINGKAN — masakan Manado” —————

Mr. S : “kamu mo pesen apa?”

Miss J yang perhatiannya agak teralih oleh temen2 yang bermunculan dari mana2 cuman bisa jawab:

Miss J : “samain aja dengan pesenan lo deh”

Alhasil demikian menu makan siang Miss J pada hari itu: 1 gelas besar Fruit Salad + 1 gelas besar es jeruk nipis.

huaaa…..buat gue, itu bukan makan siang…tapi penyiksaan. Fruit Saladnya gak habis2 padahal udah berapa suapan masuk ke mulut gue. Gue bukan penggemar berat buah2an. I mean it’s ok …gue suka buah koq, tapi bukan dalam porsi sebesar itu. Dan jeruk nipisnya??? ASEEEEEMMMM banget…

Mr. S : “gimana enak kan??”

Miss J menggangguk sambil meringis karena es jeruk nipis yang kurang asem itu

Mr. S : “ini namanya menu sehat. kan gak lucu dong kalo six pack gue merger jadi one pack…gendut dong gue”

Jatuh cinta emang bikin buta…saking butanya es jeruk nipis yang sepet abis itu bisa terminum sampe habis.

Meskipun gue head over heels for you, tapi maaf sayang, gak lagi gue mau diajak makan siang seperti itu…

XOXO,

Miss J

 

My Blog Personality

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant-Garde

You’re a bit … unusual. And so is your blog. You’re impulsive, and you’ll often post the first thing that pops in your head. Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock… even though that’s not your intent. You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

What’s Your Blogging Personality?

 

What I know [...and you probably don't] part 3

I’m in love. or at least I think I’m in love. Gue (sedang) naksir seseorang. Tapi (sayangnya..) sama seperti kesalahan yang gue lakukan sebelumnya, gue suka sama seseorang yang berbeda agama.

Kayaknya gue suka banget sama pelajaran sejarah.

He’s charming and all. A bit arrogant and un-friendly when the first time I saw him. But it turns out that he is definitely-almost a dream  guy

Gila!!! Tuhan, hilangkan perasaan ini, dong…. gue tahu bahwa there couldn’t possibly be a connection between him and I. Gue gak mau kecewa atau patah hati lagi. Tapi, dia terlalu bagus untuk dilewatkan hehehe…..

Dasar perempuan bebal! Udah tahu konsekuensinya, masih dilakukan juga…

Love,

Miss J

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